My love of self is not complete. I'm still working on it. I am so grateful that I now have the awareness and presence of God with me. Because right now self love is happening in new ways and I don't even know how to explain it because it's blurry. And it's hard, and painful. I'm letting go of something and I don't even know what it is. I just know that I'm committed to making self loving choices and there isn't another option. There's no turning back. It's a difficult path. But it's uphill. I'll see the light again soon.